Monday, February 4, 2008
depress??! FAITH
1.35pm i reach the place tat i HATE.....
i went upstair, registered, went to the front of the comp, n start my
law REtest.
LAME!!!!!i hv been studying the hole morning 4 tis test, i was hoping 2 pass tis time....
i did the question slowly 2 ensure i get the correct answer.
at the end, wf a little woried, a little hoping, i press the result botton..............
wat came out was......
40/50, GAGAL!!!! (passing requirment was 42/50)i was so DISAPOINTED..... sob...sob.....
then i deside 2
RETRY again,
BUTit dint went well too.....
I FAIL AGAIN!!!!!!!its 39/50 tis time.... even WORST!!!!i had juz been crush into hell, tats wat i feel went i saw my results.
i called my dad, i told him a fail, his disapointed too, i can hear it frm his voice.
i send msg 2 a frenz in KK, n he was the only fren i dare 2 tell abt wat i feel...
THAX LANCE, I OWE U!!!then i had been standing in front of the staircase 4 i dn knw hw long, abt 30-40minits, i was upsad n standing there daydreaming, i was lost already, i mean i had lost my comfident already.
i was looking at the floor all the time
(hving cnversation wf god at thje same time),
i said tat may b i was not ment 2 pass the test, may b i was juz dn deserve 2 drive, but.....
when i looked up to the sky, one tot when right into my mind.
"the sky was so wide n beautiful".jpg)
[the sky i was looking at]y m i looking at the floor while there the sky is right in front of me;
i juz fell down once or twice, n i'm already gving up, while the sky was so wide n beautiful in front of me...
HOW FOOLISH WAS I!!!wat
impact me more was,
I HAVE A GOD TAT IS MUCH MORE WIDER, BEAUTIFUL, POWERFULL THAN THE SKY
WAT M I WORRIED ABT?!?!
i was then smilling at my silliness, all i nid 2 do is 2 hv faith in him, n everything well b fine.
HE will lead myway. amen.
then i tot of goin 2 imperior mall 2 treat myself....
i went 2 DESERTS n order a peach trio, it cost me RM10.50. quite expencive lo...
hahaha, but 2 comford myself, BO BIAN LA.... hahaha...
[the peach trio, wf the blueberry cake, capocinno and tiarmo icecream]
i enjoy it, i was kinda FREAZING FULL, after all i finis tat big dish on my own...
LOL....
i felt much more better tat...
then i went 4 a few circle in imperial mall,
then i walked 2 my fater office n wait untill he fishnis his work, then we went home....
i hope tat nx time i can pass my test, i'll had faith in GOD. AMEN.
speacial thax 2 LANCE again, ur the man.
vincent.
Vincent Choo ♥
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