Friday, June 26, 2009
Memorial for Michael Jackson

World in shock as King of Pop and music

icon Michael Jackson dies aged 50

i am also in shock in this news. i wasn't aware of the news until this morning a friend of mine told me randomly in the practice room when i got to school. what happen?!?!

i got this news from the internet. if you type Michael Jackson on the net, there will be tons of new about his death. and this just one of it.

MICHAEL JACKSON died after suffering cardiac arrest last night.

The king of pop collapsed at his Los Angeles home and one of his staff made an emergency call at 12.21pm local time.

Jackson was not breathing when paramedics from the LA Fire Department arrived. He had no pulse and the ambulance crew were unable to restart his heart.

The medics gave Jackson CPR in the ambulance in a bid to keep his blood flowing before taking him to nearby UCLAMedical Centre.

More than 10 members of the star's entourage followed the ambulance in two 4x4s with blacked-out windows. Jackson's brother Randy, who was with him ambulance in a bid to keep his blood flowing before taking him to the nearby UCLA Medical Centre.

More than 10 members of the star's entourage followed the ambulance in two 4x4s with blacked-out windows. Jackson's brother Randy, who was with him when he collapsed, was part of the convoy.

The race to the hospital took six minutes. Doctors tried to resuscitate Jackson when he arrived in the emergency room but there were no signs of life.

Los Angeles County coroner Fred Corall confirmed at 12.33am UK time that Jackson was dead.

there goes the king of pop. may him rest in peace.

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Sunday, June 14, 2009
I'm Still Standing

i'm not that easy to be beaten down. and i still stand firm on the my ground. thank you all who cared to left your message in my tag box or on facebook or smsed me or talked to me.

i will fight till the end for my dreams.
its the passion for music that i am fighting for.
its the urge for enhancement that i am fighting for.
its the love for families and friends i am still fighting for.

its a battle between technics and skills, wisdom and energy, emotion and rational.

I will fight till the end.

I promise!!!!

to my 2 lovely sisters. thank you very much for your sms. you guys are the one who made me stand strong when i was weak. i thank God for having both of you as my sisters. i love you guys.

God bless.

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Friday, June 12, 2009
Depressed

some may notice that i'm wit bit down today. well, the truth is i was really down actually. for you guys who i had hang out with just now. you guys had just gave me the opportunity to get the things of my mind for a moment. okay, since i had a moment of piece for my mind already. its time to face the reality. the cure ones.....

yesterday's major class, after a few scales, right before starting on my Czerny finger exercise. peter suddenly suggest something that i needed time to digest and think about. he asked:

"vincent, what do you think comtemp piano?"

"erm......"

"would you consider of changing your course to comtemp piano?"

"errmmm...... i'd ever consider that as an option. only when i really really cant continue on my classical piano."

"usually for classical degree students are require to have at least grade 8 standard, while grade 5 and below are usually encourage to go for comtemp piano."

"i know that. and i'm still trying to get on to that....."

"well, i'm worried that with your condition right now. i dont think that you can make it for your jury. i'd been trying to push you up to grade 8 standard but due to your slow progression. its hard to make it."

"i know i had to work on my sight reading. thats had always been my biggest problem. i'll try and do my best to improve it."

"its not just the sight reading problems. your technique is also a problem. i find that you cant really manage some of the techniques from the pieces that i gave you."

"but i really really want to go for classical piano. and thats my decision. before i reach my limits i'll still like to work on my classical piano."

"if thats so, ill try my best. and you have to do your part too."

"yes, i'll also do my best to make it happen."

its not a too long conversation between me and peter. but, every word that he said had me gone guilty, ashamed, frustrated, depressed. i really dint aspect this day to come at all. not that i dint aspect that one day teacher will talk about how weak your are in piano and ask me to work harder to finish my foundation programe. but i never ever aspected that my teacher will suggest me to go for comtemp. i'm ok with friends telling me to do so, but form my teacher. i still cant really bare with the fact that he said that.

its not his fault at all. i'm just frustrated with myself. how stupid and dumb am myself. knowing that my standard is already a freaking darn far distant apart form the other students. and i'm still not making a double effort to get myself prepared. i felt disappointed with myself. sometimes, no, its actually everytime, i'd always been asking myself this question.

"am i fit to study classical piano? am i fit to study music at all?"

i always had been unsure but as innocent as i could be, i kinda avoid this question as much as i could. avoiding to answer it. afraid that the answer will just be something disappointing. but avoiding it had never been the best way. and today, i really had to face this problem. face to face. and it really really dint feel good at all!!!! i feel fucking miserable about it. why oh why am i so dumb?!

i have no words for my stupidity. and i dont know what the outcome would be. i dont dare to look into the future as peter ask me not to look at it first and just work hard on what i shoud do now. uplift my standard, excel my tecniques. not to be lazy, be hard working. practice more and more and more. put in double effort. for your dream sake, for yourself sake, vincent. please, please just wake up.

things aint gona be easy. and i never aspect it to be.

what would be next?!

i dont know. lets just put it all into God's hands. pray for me.

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I'm Waiting For You

I'm waiting for you!!!!!

I'm waiting for you~~~

Waiting for you to come to fetch us......

where are you??!!

where the heck are you???!!!

I'm am so gona kill you later on......

YOU KNOW WHO THE HECK YOU ARE!!!!!

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Sunday, June 7, 2009
R@ndom

[an eye for r@ndomness]

ok, i know its been another long-time-no-see post. well, it had been a while since i dutch my homeworks, houseworks, revisions and studies and do a RANDOM post. i remember i much i enjoyed making all sorts of random post. =p

lets talk less and let my randomness rule this post. XD

Enjoy. ^^

i was still working on my presentation for world music a while ago,

until my randomness started to haunt me....... =.="

hey!!!! thats my coke you idiot!!!! nice........

random question: Can you FLY?!

[ya, something like that]

[close......]

[thats what i'm talking about]

[some even more high tech]

okay, errmmm...... since i'm not that high tech enough. lets try to fly something eles.

how bout a kite?!

sounds not bad......

[flying a kite]

lets try something more daring.

i dare you to fly a kite during this time........

[looks like a nice weather for kite flying]

WARNING!!!!!

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[i'd worn you]

discussion interrupt........

[hey!!!! stop calling my name!!!!!!]

=.="

oppsss....... sorry...........

some event that might be taking part now.....

i got some friends who are busying house moving now. shing hong asked for my help but..... i kinda rejected him cause i really needed to do some studies this afternoon. so i was thinking.......

how is he going to do it?!

[the old good fashion way]

or he can also hire some delivery men to help him deliver his house.

[sir, your bill of RM100000000000000000000 will be handed to you soon]

try to count the zero behind the 1.
nah.......... that is just too expensive. he might as well do it his on his own.

[so called self service]

pity him la, i might as well offer some help.

[need a hand?!]

i find some animals were normal. but some i find different..........

cats are........

[sleepy all the time]

[they like to shout]

[some were funny]

[some were cute]

[some just look dumb]

[some were even more dumb]

[but this one goes for the extreme!!!]

[some dance]
but the uncle's expression is just undeniable funny!!!!!

[some looks creepy]

[but this one creeps the most!!!!]
what a scary fat cat!!!!

[lion wannabes?!]

[never since a cat before do you?! meow......]

*no offense cats lovers.

i just love dogs more than cats.

i'm a dog lover!!!!!

I WANT A HUSKY!!!!!!

[ain't it just cute~]

some might not like dogs because of dogs barks, case or even bite sometimes.

but still, i love them.

try bugging me and i'll let out my husky to case you.....

[hide and seek?!]
that is a polar bear for sake!!!!

Found this picture randomly. and what do you know?! its edward cullen and bella swan from the twilight movie series.

[but this so not the movie style]

since the twilight movie was out last year. edward cullen's name spread through the world like a vampire venom at a rapid phase. it was a blast for the movie last year and both actor and actress in the movie had suddenly gain attention from the media and the public. well, seriously i don't know their actual name though. i read the whole twilight saga and i think i can understand why most girls were in love with edward cullen. no offence but the novel is much more better then the movie.

last few days, new moon's official trailer was lunched. and people all around the world are going cazy again with edward cullen. well, i not putting high expectation on the movie cause it ain't not going to be as intresting as the novel. just that i will be waiting to see how good the movie can made people go mad. girls, movie will be out soon as a blink of an eye. just that i still dont know which is the official poster for the movie yet. i try to search on the internet but i got a few diffrent poster.lets try and guess which one will be the official poster in malaysia then.....

which one of the following poster will be the official poster for New Moon in Malaysia?

(please leave your vote in my comment box below. TQ)^^

option no.1:

option no.2:

option no.3:

option no.4:

NON OF THE ABOVE!!!

Good luck in guessing. XD

some other random stuffs.

there was this so called sexy towel on the net. do you think its sexy?!

["sexy" towel]

if you call that sexy, try banging you head into a wall on any building and answer me again.

[try as hard as you can]

so whats your answer now?!

i think he is more sexier..........

[his holding a "sexy"phone for sake!!!]

okay, i think thats about enough randomness for the day. i guess i'm back to resolving texts, swallowing notes, bagging the wall, chewing my nails. take care lo you guys....

[you know what it is......]

R@ndom: i'm thining of coffee now. anyone?! coffee?!

[i might go out yam cha later lo.....] =p

owh how i miss the sea!!!!!!!

[just R@dom]

END.

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Monday, June 1, 2009
Long Awaits Post

i had been through a lot these few weeks. people around me know that i'm busy. but what exactly am i so busy of?!

i'm actually busying experiencing my new university life. from homework to outgoing. everything is keeping me busy......

wow.... time flies..... i had been here for a months le. a quarter of semester had already pass. and what had i started to learn?! hmm.... will, i took up classical piano as my major and composition as my minor. its the beginning and i'm trying my best to keep up the phase. i am not a good pianist nor am i a good composer. but a kid can have his dreams right. and he will surely work hard for them. he knows he had to, and he knows the prize. so please pray that he can do it. in a not lazy way..... *pray hard!!!!!*

anyway, let me try to recall back what had happen during the pass few weeks, where i never had the chance to update. =p

well, over here i got to know a bunch of interesting, crazy, talented, funny, emo, nice, idiotic, you-name-it-i-got-it type of friends. =p hahahaa... its fun to know new friends and i got to hang out quite a lot actually. i'm starting to worried that i am going to mess up my studies again if i continue to go out that often. =( *no for screaming out loud sake*

anyway, i also had the chance to go for a few music concert already. because i can get student prize here. and its super darn cheap! =p (if your a student and your in KL, dont ever miss the chance!!!) i had been to the MPO chamber music concert with a bunch of friends. guess what i'm going for another MPYO chamber music concerts tomorrow night. so i will had to dress up formal again tomorrow to school. cause i had class till 4pm and i had to go there right after class. i went to a few choral concert. high standard performance was presented. God's name was uphold!!! Praise the Lord!!! it was a church choir concert. all 3 concert had let me learn a lot. ^^ and oh ya, i will also be going to a grand piano concert on the 12th june with some friends. looking forward for it too. ^^

other then music concert, movies was a spot light too. i watch several movie already. cinema over her compare to ours back in miri. only one word. GREAT!!!! but for the prize...... errmmm..... you know la..... how high the living cost is it in KL. ok, back to the topic, i watched the sniper, the night in the museum 2 and terminator. planing to watch angel and demons in the coming future. and transformer is a must too!!! XD i think i need to eat less from now on to make sure i got the money to go for movies. =p

one more important aspect of life here in kl is, FOOD!!!! i cant live without food like air and water. and food here are E-X-P-E-N-S-I-V-E!!!!! no matter you go, its still expensive. I MISS MAMA'S FOOD........ T.T

i think i'm just going to stop here. sorry for the simple-no-picture post. i'm lazy to upload and the line now is getting worst now. so i guess i better quickly end this post and post it up for you guys to see. who knows when will be my next post. =p

till then. pray hard that i can update again in the near future. haha.... tata.

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