Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I Want A Better Life
TO LEARN!!!!
That’s the main reason he had me in this family. I would try my very best to be a better child, to my physical parents and my spiritual Father. Its hard, but……
I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO FACE IT.
If running away id the way to resolve, sorry to tell that it does not work at all!!!! I had been running away from problems for 17 years, but it never came to a point that problem get resolve. It only makes things worst. Until a day that you find you had reach your limits, you will be beaten down like a looser. YOU LOSE IT ALL!!!!!
[running away ain't the way to resolve the solution]
To me, facing problem is a big challenge to me, speaking out is the way to resolve, but it is also my biggest obstacle that I need to face. I’ll pray hard to god, in any means of way, I’ll do my best to get rid of this obstacle and get to the point that things would be resolve.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!
I’LL AWAYS HAVE FAITH IN YOU!!!
And for me, I have seen a lot of His wonders work on others, and I believe that it is my turn to mold under His wonder. He had prepare what I need. When I was lost, emotionally break down, He had a friend putted beside me to support me. I had to say that He had everything arrange. I thank God for that. I hope that things will came out just right soon.
right now, all i want to is to focus on my piano practical exam tomorrow. thanks to all of you who read my blog, and said some encouraging words. to AMANDA, my lovely friend who had been with me all these time, giving me support and even make the effort to post about SUPPORT on her blog. girl, THANK YOU!!!! you are a blessing to me from God.
